Hard to believe it's two years now.If only you'd stayed with us for those last two weeks you may still be here.If only you'd stuck with your supportive friends instead of the scum who turned up at the hospital and then had the gall to visit you at Alans.If I knew then what I know now.
'More to the picture ,than meets the eye'
Fly free forever Ben.I know we'll all meet up again one day.Miss you so very much.Love from all your family and true friends xXxXx
Deborah
29th December 2011
"Immigrant Song"
Ah, ah,
We come from the land of the ice and snow,
From the midnight sun where the hot springs flow.
The hammer of the gods will drive our ships to new lands,
To fight the horde, singing and crying: Valhalla, I am coming!
On we sweep with threshing oar, Our only goal will be the western shore.
Ah, ah,
We come from the land of the ice and snow,
From the midnight sun where the hot springs blow.
How soft your fields so green, can whisper tales of gore,
Of how we calmed the tides of war. We are your overlords.
On we sweep with threshing oar, Our only goal will be the western shore.
So now you'd better stop and rebuild all your ruins,
For peace and trust can win the day despite of all your losing.
Page & Plant
Happy 33rd birthday Ben.Missed by all your family and true friends.
Love from all of us,always
xxxxx
Deborah
1st November 2011
� Mary E. Ferstler
I miss my son
who used to be
who cared about himself
and his family
Never one to show his
feelings openly
He was always there
When I needed him to be
We have been through
so much over the years
Anger, joy and so many
tears
I know I didn't always
do the right thing
and
was not always good
at mothering
I knew that I could never
go back, and
fix all the wrongs
So I worked very hard
to set a new track
I tried to show you
the sunshine
and hope
and how great life can be
When you take it on
soberly
But when it came your
turn to choose
You choose the path
without any rules
I know its dark
and it will
empty your soul
But always remember
You could always come
home
Miss you so much Ben
All my love
mum xxxxx
Deborah
2nd March 2011